a little background

Well I decided to make this as an outlet for all my emotions and thoughts, & trust me there is a lot of them right now. lol I guess a little back ground on our family. Jeremy and I have been married for 4 wonderful years. We have a son, Zackary, who is about 16 months now. Some friends and most family know that its took us a long and hard two and half years to conceive him. We seen numerous doctors and had tons of tests done, and found you that I don't ovulate on my own. Giving us about a 1% chance of conceiving a child any given month. It was a miracle to have conceive, carry, deliver, and nurse our son. I am eternally thankful for my blessing. With all that being said, I can't help but have a burning desire to have another little one around the house. I see Zack play with other kids, young and older, and he has a blast. He loves other kids, I know he would love a brother or sister. I think about way down the road when Jeremy and I are gone or old and sick, the though of leaving Zack here with no other family kills me.