Well since my last blog our lives have forever changed. We did indeed get pregnant after our first cycle of shots ,which is such a blessing!. We find out in just 4 short days what the sex of the baby will be, I started crying yesterday because I just know its a girl. This emotional response very different and new, with Zackary I was very happy to be pregnant but not one to cry over every little thing.
So far the only thing to make me cry this pregnancy is the thought of this baby actually being a girl, I just have this feeling that it is and I can't wait to find out! Lets see what else, um I've gained almost ten pounds already. LOL I not eating any different but the food seems to just be sticking to me, oh well I'm gonna keep walking & my new pregnancy palates dvd should be here soon.
Okay now what really been on my mind lately, for one I'm not really sure who reads this blog. After going to a wedding last weekend and EVERYONE we talked to commented about how they stalk me on facebook since I'm always, I'm not really sure if I like that. These people truly know nothing about me and could care less to really get to know me. They go off what other people tell them and the few little things I put on the Internet? To me this is just crazy! SO once again I feel like I can't really say what I want because a million different people read it & will take it a million and one different ways.
But screw it I really need some place to write what I want, have people who want to read it & not freak out and call people saying OMG did you read what Brittni posted. Trust me its not like I'm not faltered that little ol' me can cause such a ruckus over a stupid little posting that says NOTHING about any one person lol
One thing that Im so tired of hearing that I could just scream at is being told I'm a fun sucker or a stick in the mud, I will NOT stand for it any longer! Oh and this one is a BIGGIE and once again you will now be screamed at for, when we all hang out together & you want to be rudely quite or unpleasant but when you hang out with JUST my husband & I'm not around for what ever reason. You then want to be the life of the party & the funnest nicest persons around, well this is just so incredibly fake I have no need for you in my life! I have no control over fake family I have to find a way to make it work(this is going to be a life project lol) but for just friends well BYE BYE!!!! Finally you dumb people, don't post pic from the night on FACEBOOK from the restaurant when you know I'm bored at home DUH I'm gonna see it
Oh and I find it VERY funny that its ONLY pics of my husband, none of you, your husband, or the three of you, its JUST him! UM JEALOUS MUCH????? Sorry my husband actually loves me and WANTS to have children with me.lol
LOL I sound like the one who's jealous. I'm really nott but I does bother me that people are rude around me but nice to him. AND before you think it, I'm not being mean, Jeremy evens says "I have no clue why they act like that, you've never been anything but be nice to them"
Okay let me stop I'm starting to sound like a mean girl lol
